Something...
Unreal, annoying, happy-feely...
That gives my hopes up
It also gives my hopes down
Confuses me
It came very deep
It's also just a scratch
It's mind, and body, connections
That are scary
And you deny
Eyes, thoughts, creativity, perception.
Feelings, sensitivity
Deja vu
Likes and dislikes
Thoughts keep appearing,
though in a different form
Is this something?
I wish I could leave it here
Cause it's no good for me
Or for others I love
It was up in the sky
Now it's coming down to earth
But it's still deep
And also, just a scratch
A little wind that moves the pieces
of the domino of my life
But it is not strong enough to tear them down
And leave an empty piece of paper
What has been written is coming out
Saying hello
It might get illustrated
But it will not erase what has already been there
Written deep in skin
Though I'd like to have the blank paper
To write without any pain
It's unreal...
I have to accept pain as a part of life
Of love
And grow up... just as I ask of you
But you have given me a road map...
Of my creativity...
Of perception
And I will follow it
As far as the north fjords go
In solitude
Though imagining you are there
Every step of the way
